"AA" has been going on for quite a while. I saw my first show after "Carolina Jubilee" came out, so I can be your sponsor. You just have to surround yourself with people that "get it." If you don't you feel like you're crazy b/c you have heard this GREAT music and when you go to talk to other people about it (who haven't heard them), you may just very well never talk to them again. The addiction can be that strong.